work work and more work

man all i do is work. and i make less money then i did when i was in mgt at walgreens. but do i hate my jobs? no. tho i do feel pretty dumb in the rx but its not that bad and seriously i dont see myself doing it more then a year.

allisons 1st bday party was sunday and man was it fun. i love that little stinker. and twice she was sitting in someone elses lap and i walked by and she reached for me. man does that make me feel good. and plus shes friggin adorable. i would show pics so you could see but my sister would have a cow. so i wont.

i have lots of stuff i want to write about but im just tying to get in the swing of posting more often so i wont do an overkill in one post.

im sleepy and its not even 10. gesh someone is old :/

first post from my smart.phone.

yippe.

trying...

i keep saying im going to write. and i dont
i keep saying im going to eat better. and i pick up a bag of fast.fried.fat.
i want to clean out my closet. and i dont.
i want to save money. and i buy shit i dont need or food that expires before i can eat it.
i keep saying im going to read. and i just read the most current posts on fb. and stalk you.
i keep using the excuse i need dirty hair to dye my hair. so i dont wash my hair for two days and then i dont dye it

and the only one im letting down is me.

still here.

i havent forgot about you. i promise.

i still stalk all my blogger friends. and im always looking of new ones.

the wind is driving me nuts ( sneezing. sore.throat. drippy nose. runny eyes) and the wind is driving tess nuts ( she thinks someone is hitting the house ( its just the short trees around our place) the garage door keeps moving and she thinks someone is in the garage. and she wants to go out. she wants to come in. shes wants to go out. she wants to come in to infinity and beyonddd!

there is no way i could have a child. this lil doggie drives me insane somedays hah

someday

trying a blog client

i am trying a new blog client. i say new, ive never had one for blogger. tho i used one on and off for my lj for years. so far so good but this one only comes with a 21 day trial period. then its 25 dollars. i mean really i dont even blog that much. tho i want to get back into it. i have had my livejournal for over 9 years. and for a while posted several times a day.

i have alot of stuff on my mind and i may be going though some major changes soon it would be nice to have a place to talk about that or at least say some stuff out loud ( typed out loud) to see how it sounds other then inside my head.

still here. sorta.

so much for keeping up with blogging. im sorry! im reallyy gonna try i promise!