sober and unkissed....

oh. my. god. i love fonts. love them! and dafont! to bad my photoshop cs will expire in like 12 days. i think i can just move a copy from one of my ibooks. i hope.

why dont i sleep like a normal person. possibly because my dreams are soo much better then my real life. waking up is painful and makes sleep not worth it for the way i feel after an amazing dream. worthless. alone. fearful that i will never feel anything that i want to feel. like im missing out. life hurts me sometimes. is there something wrong with me? maybe. am i normal? not in any way im sure.


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