love this song....

and its excatlly how i have been fealing latley when i go to sleep.


When I look up from my pillow
I dream you are there with me
Though you are far away
I know you'll always be near to me

I go to sleep
And imagine that you're there with me
I go to sleep
And imagine that you're there with me

I look around me
And feel you are ever so close to me
Each tear that flows from my eye
Brings back memories of you to me

I go to sleep
And imagine that you're there with me
I go to sleep
And imagine that you're there with me

I was wrong, I will cry
I will love you till the day I die
You were all, you alone and no one else
You were meant for me

When morning comes again
I have the loneliness you left me
Each day drags by
Until finally my time descends on me

I go to sleep
And imagine that you're there with me
I go to sleep
And imagine that you're there with me

lazy is as lazy does. or um something.

just got done watching serenity for the 750384038 times. its one of my favorite movies for many reasons. joss whedon. scifi that isnt too over my head. comedy. fighting. all stuff lindy loves.

well my weekend off has basically been me being super lazy. i have played alot of katamari damacy and spent wayyyy tooo much time on facebook. and played with miss tess. at this moment she is sitting on my chest wondering why i love this silly light.making.noise.making box soo much :) she doesnt like technology much. she would rather lick my face and get her belly scratched. oh the life of a doggie. must be nice. hah.

i changed the look of this thing. not sure if i like the underwear.wearing.girl soo much but it will do for now. id like to make my own header and have looked into that a lil bit. but i lost interest. like soo many other things i plan on doing but never do. like this fancy mac has the whole adobe creative suite and will expire in 30 days and i have only opened some stuff up to go ohhhh fancy. then i go do something else. i wish i had the drive i need to be more creative. i waste my brain wayyy too much :(

back to work in the morning. i work a crappy 12 to 8 tom. and im sure i will have to stay till 9 or 10 to get my full 40 hrs this week since my boss is horrible at making schedules. ( scheduling us till 11 and we always leave before 10.30. meaning i useally have 2 to 4 hrs i have to make up somewhere. and she doesnt like us to come in early. at all. stupid. stupid. stupid. ) and then 3 to 11 the rest of the week. and i work mornings this weekend. soo no halloween drinking for mes :( oh well i really cant afford it. i either need to make more money or have to pay for less stuff. not sure how to do either. hah.

im dumb...

dear blog

i find all this..... sign in with your google...... crap annoying. first off i dont have an google email. or any of the lil things you want me to sign on with. i have a blogger. yet everyone seems to use this thing to follow people.

i confused.

and not that anyone reads this silly stuff anyways. but i do read other peoples. but following these said people would be alot easier then having 573048308408 blogger bookmarks everywhere.

please help a girl out.

love

i.spend.alot.of.time.on.the.interweb.but.apparently.still.get.confused.by.simple.to.other.people.things.girl. or lindy for short.


ps if you are friends with the new facebook live feed thing i get why you are confusing. and i may never figure out :( and i dont like either of you verrry much!!!! :p

im in love....

dear vaseline sheer infusion lotion. i am sooo in love with you i might never use another lotion again. how do you do it? you make my hands feel soft ( even tho i wash them 573048308480 times a day at work) and you stay on after i wash my hands. amazing. if you had a lil head i would kiss the top of it. but you dont since you are just a bottle of lotion. but dont feel bad about that cuz you are the most amazing lotion i know. love lindy.c.

trying to blog....

slept less then 4 hours tuesday nite.

went to be around 3am last night.

woke up around 8.45 this morning.

laid in bed and tried to fall asleep while i petted tess till 9.20. finally got out of bed. and now here i am. wanting oatmeal and some oj. and i have neither of those things. soo im settling for icewater and air? hah. i do have some mt.dew that i can drink. but since i drank enough caffeine yesterday to power a small ocean liner for more then a day i think i will lay off the OTC.crack for today.

im soon making my weekly/bi.weekly trek to minco to wash clothes and marvel at how much my nephew has grown in since i last saw him. im also going to be getting my "new" mac from my mom. hopefully is not prehistoric and runs okay. and if it has a dvd player ( if it doesnt im going to keep the pc she found me) i will be able to run 10.5 and since both my ibooks are running 10.not.high.enough.to.even.download.new.itunes.songs.cuz.gahhh.your.os.is.old. this will be an AWESOME upgrade. :)

reese called me randomly last nite and stopped by to give me the cutest planner ever that she found for me at barnes and noble. and we then went to target. i love her so much she can stand me when im crashing off of my caffeine high and tweeking on my mucinex d high. hah. i will miss our little random outtings if i move to minco. but i know i will be in norman alot. i love it here. i just want to be closer to my family.

well off to clean dirty socks and moving small electronics i go!

<3

since my paid account fof my livejournal is up im wondering if this will still go to my lj......

i promise i will do a real post....

maybe. hah!

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ummm working now????

doot doot doot

trying to see if my blog goes to my lj! please work!! :)