trying...

i keep saying im going to write. and i dont
i keep saying im going to eat better. and i pick up a bag of fast.fried.fat.
i want to clean out my closet. and i dont.
i want to save money. and i buy shit i dont need or food that expires before i can eat it.
i keep saying im going to read. and i just read the most current posts on fb. and stalk you.
i keep using the excuse i need dirty hair to dye my hair. so i dont wash my hair for two days and then i dont dye it

and the only one im letting down is me.